Confessions[407SN]

Neopets

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 19:43:29 GMT

I am actually in love with Neopets at the moment.
Although, I have realised that the people have been there longer -i.e. for 6 months+, totally think they know EVERYTHING.
Srsly, it's rather annoying for all those newbies out there.
I mean, so what if they right like so: hya, am nw hre. cn u gve me a paintbrsh?
Give them a break man! They're probably only like 10 years old or something.
Although those who are over 10 cannot justify why they write like that.
I have a totally rocking (yes, I said rocking... because I'm well rocking, duh C:) guild - Jonas Brothers UK.
So, it's new... and I hate the haters. Srsly, they come flocking to board titled "Any Jonas Brothers Fans in here?" I know, I know - it would attract haters but it annoys to no end. Can't they make their own board? Jeese-louise!
So, anyway - enough about Neopets.
I have to start filming for my film trailer.
Hard work ):

Chynna x

Really

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 20:48:37 GMT

It's been ages since I last nonsense. From my previous post I mentioned I was going on holiday
AMERICA IS ROCKING! I have become a self-confessed disney maniac, have become ADDICTED/OBSSESSED to the jonas brothers [joe being my favourite.. of course ^^], i love watching asian dramas at the moment.
ALOT has happened since May. I've started college but I'm still stuck at my secondary school. Seeing as they had a 6th form there, I really couldn't be bothered to go anywhere else. It's alright, I'm taking English Literatire, Classical Civilisation + Media Studies.
We recently got a new building at school and we have a new Media Studies room. It is BANGING! No exaggeration, seriously. We have brand new Apple Macs and they are simply amazing.
I told my teacher I would steal one, and he looked at me like I was mad. But, you know, secretly he's thinking of stealing one himself. LOL.

Chynna

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Nearly finished

Fri, 23 May 2008 18:46:13 GMT

Ah, yes! My exams finish on the 12th of June. I am so excited because then it is summer. BRING IT ON, BABY! Ha, I guess I really am looking forward to the summer holidays. I just can't wait to relax after all this stressful GCSEs.
I might be going to the USA in August which I am also quite excited about. But then again, it isn't finalized.
And I'm kind of scared what next year will bring for me. I mean it's 6th form and my A-levels @_@ That surely has got my mind riling.
Ah, but that is months away and I know that to me that probably seems far away but then when it comes I'll probably be like, "Where did all that time go?"
For know I'm just going to enjoy life day by day.
So today I joined National Novel Writers Month (NaNoWriMo for short) and it sounds like fun. You basically have to write a novel of 500,000 words in the month of November. I've neither finished even one of my stories so I don't know how I will cope with this project but I'm going in heads first. ( Y ) 500K though... that IS a lot. Cheer me on guys!
I also joined PenPalsNow... well I didn't really join, I just modified my ad so I could get new penpals. There are some really good replies in my inbox, so that should be good.
I didn't have school yesterday or today because I had no exams and it's half-term next week, so that means no exams until 2nd of June. And then it's 1 week and 3 days till my last exam.
Ha, the way I am counting down. I think I might write some chapters for my new story. Yes, ANOTHER new story but this one is on Mibba. It is called "Do You Have Any Regrets" I have some really good ideas for this story and I hope I actually finish this one, lol.

Chynna
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Psssh..

Mon, 12 May 2008 17:44:08 GMT

My life is one big cliché. (:
So get this right... this really sweet guy (let's call him Coco) liked me. He added me on Bebo and stuff and we got talking like everyone... blah, blah, blah.
We arranged to meet Bank Holiday Monday at Croydon. And let me just say I wasn't in the least bit impressed. And I am not being rude. So, anyway - when in need call the best friend. Next thing I know I am being cornered in Topshop and Coco is overly telling me her loves me... re re re. I pushed him out of the way in an exaggerated manner (because i am a drama queen [=) and some woman was staring at us. Me and my friend (let's call her Lala) Lala were laughing because it would have been funny if I had called out "RAPE!". But yah.
I have also come to the conclusion that I am in love with my ex.
I am so sad :( I really should have moved on by now but I really can't and it's been like a year already... grr.
I really want to talk to him but I'm scared. What should I do?
Anyway, my second GCSE on Wednesday... I recently just finished my 10 hour art one. And I think it turned out pretty well.
We finished school today and like, everyone was crying. BLESS!
But the way the school didn't tell us we were breaking up today. I had emotional farewell with my mr hardy haters/doctor who/big bang theory buddies.. I actually nearly cried.
Oui, I am the leader of the Hardy Haters United (: That's the teacher I swore at by the way.
Anyway, I gotta roll and watch another episode of Pushing Daisies. (:

Chynna x

GCSEs

Fri, 02 May 2008 16:24:53 GMT

Hola ^-^
I haven't written in this in yonks. :S There is so much to write about but I really can't b bothered.
GCSEs are in a couple of weeks... ARGH! I swear I am literally tearing my hair out. Especially my art exam... I less than a week to complete TWO art books, 1 final piece and my exam prep :S.
IT'S TOO MUCH! :(
I really can't be taking this.
I had beef with the new teacher the other day, it was quite hilarious. I said "Oh for fucks sake" when he came.. because to be honest I really don't like him :D And then I got sent out. He talks like a black gangster when furthermore he is white, SAY NO MORE! Urgh, he gets on my nerves.
Well, I gotta roll and get that art done.

Chynna xx

all men are neanderthals

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 19:11:15 GMT

I am currently addicted to the new show The Big bang Theory... don't you just love geeky shows?
I've cut down to posting once a week because I have so much school work to do. Which I really can't be dealing with right now because I'm ill and it feels like my head will exploded any second.
Torchwood has been moved to Friday, I'm actually quite upset but thank god for BBC iPlayer. :)
Watching Dirty Sexy Money at 9, anyhow. It looks well classy... if you can put it that way.
GREY'S ANATOMY AND HOUSE ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*does mini dance* They first episodes were great and hope Meredith chooses McDreamy because he's just that McDreamy.. Patrick Dempsey is so hot! I love him in Enchanted as well :)
And how dare Finn call Patrick a bad man. Hmph. He is anything but bad!
Ah, House was jokes too and would definitely kidnap his guitar it was so great. Alas, however I cannot play the beautiful instrument called a guitar... LOL!
I got to go and rest or I swear my head really will explode.

Chynna xx

finally

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:16:51 GMT

I haven't posted in like a week...
So much coursework to get done by Monday. Am I taking a break at the moment. However, I have finally completed my ICT coursework. Totally exhaustifying [not a word, I know, but just go along with it :)]
I haven't written any chapters in over a week, it's making me quite depressed. On a positive note, I GOT MY NEW STRAIGHTENERS!! Babyliss to be honest.. that's one thing to cross off of my to-do list. :) I'm crossing of the hairdryer as well because to much heat is totally going fry my hair... let it dry naturally. :D I have a ceramic heating hair brush that my mother bought me today... trés happy about that I can tell you now.
I want to lose weight and by doing this I plan on buying a fold-up treadmill because my maisonette is a tad bit small and there might not be enough space so a fold up one won't take up much space. I checked some in Argos and the cheapest is £74.99 which, considering, is quite cheap for a treadmill.
Well.. I must go wash, dry and straighten my hair. And update my to-do list.

Chynna xx

next week

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 18:27:08 GMT

:) sometime next week I can get me new hair straighteners... so happy.
Anyway, I figured out the whole speaking and listening thing and I'll do it but at like lunch or something, my stupid teacher can't make me do it in front of class. I told him to stop, and I quote, "f*cking patronizing" me. He pisses me off so much, it's sometimes too unbearable. I was supposed to do the oral today with my friend, but conveniently my other friend has 'conjunctivitis'. Right and there is peace in the world.
I am so frustrated right now I am like pulling my hair out. I have a load of coursework to do and shizz. My Romeo and Juliet deadline tomorrow and my RE deadline next wednesday.
I hate school, but I am scared of what it will be like in 6th form. I'm already dreading like... growing up, I can't imagine me getting a job or furthermore, getting married or having children. I guess I'm one of those people who takes one day at a time, sees what comes at them.
However, I have imagined like me falling in love at some point.
My ex-boyfriend is such a scrape... I can't be bothered to explain.
Anyway, coursework it is... si o no?

Chynna xx

To do list

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 20:44:35 GMT

I'm rather happy actually... now I have all my homework out of the way, well most of it anyway. Lol.
ICT is still pissing me off like no man's business... but what can you do? But what really gets me is that the teachers think that ICT is the only subject that is important and that the actual important subjects i.e. Maths, English & Science, aren't.
Totally frustrates me.
I'm really nervous about Wednesday because I have a speaking and listening. Je deteste talking in front of a big bunch of people... I can't really explain because I like acting but I guess I act in front of a bunch of strangers but I can't in front of my own class... they make me nervous see. So I've decided I'm not going to do it... he give me an F for all I care, and yet I know it's the cowards way out but last time I done it I actually burst into tears afterwards because I was nervous and my hand was actually shaking and I refused to the next one.
Anyway. I must finished my Spanish homework and then do my hair. It needs to tending to.. lol.

Chynna xx

Well...

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 16:22:24 GMT

I have been nothing but productive these last few days. For one, I tidied my room.. there was so much shizz in there, you wouldn't even believe it :) And I am up to date with all my schoolwork. I dare to say I am brilliant. :P
Anyway, I have justs finished getting ready for a party. Maybe this boy that I've seen a few times, and rather must admit he is quite lovely looking, might be there... but then again, maybe not.
I haven't some of my stories in a while but I have some free time on my hands i might just get round to it :D.

Chynna xx

Lately

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:34:51 GMT

I've been thinking about my ex-boyfriend. More than usual in fact... it hurts me :(. I shouldn't really be thinking about him, I should just move on with my life... except it's hard. REAL hard and I'm not exaggerating...
Ah, enough of my prattling on.. I started a new story again, although the story is still unknown. Here is the prologue:

--February 29th. A day when a woman can propose to their man... nonsense if you ask me. If the man hasn't asked you to marry him up until that day, then obviously he doesn't want to marry you. See, I'm not big on the whole 'romance' thing. The 'romantic dinners, walks in the park, nights in' lead up to the proposal makes me want to rip my guts out in frustration. The 'you hang up, no you hang up' kind of relationship makes me want to barf and the giving and exchanging of little gifts like teddy bears, chocolates, etc... well don't get me started. And then there's Valentine's Day, the most commercialized day in the whole year. That is why on Valentine's Day this year, I intend on staying in with a nice mug of hot cocoa in my pajamas watching repeats of 'Will & Grace' instead of going out on the 'pull', as they call it, with my mates.
Meet me, Kimmy Lorrel, a seventeen-year old going fifty, bitter teenager who probably in the mind of other people has no concept on love.

Like it, because I most certainly am proud of it.
I found a new creative writing site besides Quizilla. It's call Mibba and looks quite good :) I might check it out after I post this.

I'm cutting edge -- sharp, witty and quick on the mark (well most of the time).
But then again, I sometimes feel... neglected. Doesn't everyone at some point in their life? Bored, that's what I am. Bored of life, I want something more exciting to be honest. The lack of a love life could contribute to the fact that I'm honest-to-God bored. Life just isn't interesting and I ask this question with a lot of sincerity...
Where have all the good guys gone?
I MEAN IT!! I swear, all god guys have been replaced by boys who constantly need an ego-boost or only have one thing on their mind.. you know.
All I want is a guy who loves me for who I am really.

Chynna xx

Je voudrais un klinex, s'il vous plait.

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 21:59:47 GMT

Ah, the topic of French... pisses me off immensely.
I don't know why I take it.
AWWW FLUFFY CSI MOMENT!!!
Cough, anyway... I updated "You Had Me at "Hey"", chapter 12 coming at you. :P
Check in links to read it. I find it quite interesting myself... but I guess I'm just saying that because I am the author. I must say, there is alot of drama and revelations still to come and... LOTS AND LOTS OF FLUFFY SCENES!! I do love a good romance novel, with a bit of thrill mixed in there for good measure.
OH MY GOD. Today was so funny. You would not even begin to understand. So my friends and I went up to Crown Point to the busstop where all the SJC's (St. Josephs) and there was this dude called Stephan there who... and I'm not even exaggerating... has the largest ears I have seen. So of course I HAD to make of him. Getting on the bus we were on our way to Cambers (Camberwell)when we see him standing at the busstop with his friend so I stood up and started flapping my ears at him. His face was PRICELESS! I should have bough a camera... the look was unbelievable. Oh, and I threw in a blown kiss for good measure which only added to the hilarity of it all.
Ah, today's bus journey was one to remember. I will never forget it. However my friends are scared that he is gonna bang them so now I have to meet up with them in Cambers to go to school, apparently they don't want to go alone.
Right, they're scared of Mr. Dumbo over there.
I was quite annoyed today because I didn't get to write in Mr. Scribbles today because I left my chain and key at home :(.
But don't worry I'll write in him later.

Chynna xx

I'm...

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 17:25:34 GMT

BACK!! From school, that is.. not like space or anything. Although it would be fun to go to space and float around because there is no gravity.
At the moment I MUST put on my thinking cap on (I mean literally, I have this rather nice black woolly hat which has badges on it... anyway!) and start writing Chapter 7 Part 2 of You Don't Fool Me and Chapter 11 of You Had Me at "Hey". I'm having a mini episode because I'm stuck as to what to write next because all my ideas for each story have mixed up because I forgot to write them down in Mr. Scribbles :(.
Ah yes, Mr. Scribbles. I adopted him quite a well back because he was sitting all lonely in a Geography classroom. So I picked him up and covered him in my favourite purple handbags and shoes wrapping paper, stuck a piece of paper on him and covered in little drawings and tatty teddy stickers. :D I really do take good care of him, lol.
In him I write everything... all my inspiration and shebang. However, some people are rather nosy so I had to go about putting a padlock on him :)
I keep the key on a chain around my neck... rather clever I am.
Anyway, I must get off and write those chapters because they won't write themselves now will they?

Chynna xx

ICT is..

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 11:36:28 GMT

In ICT lesson :) Which is quite jarring, I must say.. ah well what can you do?
Mr. Frankenstein got a new haircut, close shave I call it. Hiis hair.. or lack of.. is rather interesting? LOL
What can I say about it?
Anyhoo... not glad to be back at school and in this lesson as, I might have repeated for umpteenth time... it's reather annoying.
Teachers got new weave. !! Not much to comment on there, she still stinks as if she has taken flight in the jungle and has no idea what hygiene is.. ::snicker::
Reading a very interesting book, which I rather sadly relate to my life. "A Hopeless Romantic" by Harriet Evans. Ah, my life in nutshell that book is. I recommend it, strongly.
I should really be getting on with my work, but I really can't be bovvered as Catherine Tate would say.
I watched Happy Birthday BBrucie last night, aww he is a sweet one. 80 years old, wow!. That's all I can say. I tole my it would be her next tap dancing next to him, she just laughed.. probably didn't understand what I was talking about ::rolls eyes:: Uhoh.. teacher alert, better sign off amigos.

Chynna xx

Banners = Love?

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 20:48:33 GMT

I just finished writing the 1 0 of my story... it's a bit short but it will suffice.
I also had a bit of a rant on my Bebo blog.
Sort of... teehee.
My mother, is at no rate, pissing me off "You're not staying long on there".
No give me strength woman... I do not stay that long on my laptop.
Gawd. I don't now how I put up with her.
I'm thinking of changing this layout as it is boring me now :P
Just a short entry to let you know what's up :D
Love you my minions

Chynna xx

Last episode...

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 18:10:51 GMT

...of Primeval, boohoo!
I swear there have only been like 5 episodes or something.. okay so I'm exaggerating, but whatever :P.
Harry Hill's TV Burp is currently showing.. Genghis air freshener.. teehee.
I don't like that mutt.. or it's owner.
Ah, anyway CSI: NY is on to cheer me up :D
Danny is fit stuff :)
Anyway, went to Aylesbury over the past 2 days. I swear I could never live there, it is way to slow.
Although, on second thought why are all the fit boys living down the countryside?!
The cheek of it...
All the ones down here have a face full of acne and smell bad... like they've never heard of Clearasil... with the exception of 157 boy.
:) Haven't seen him in quite a while.
So, I have my quizilla account up and running and have 9 chapters out already :D
Although, I think I might have mentioned that in an earlier post :P
And my stuff is on Bebo as well.
Well, I must dash... check the charts on Quizilla. Then watch Primeval :).

Chynna xx

Noisseee

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:02:14 GMT

I enjoy music.. maybe a little to much :D.
I have recently update my quizilla, check here: http://www.quizilla.com/users/kissed.in.the.rain.
The same story is on my bebo story account: http://www.bebo.com/youhadmeathey

I have come to the conclusion that I am very vain... although I may have known that already ::cough::
I have large amount of pictures on my computer(s). It's despicable. Tut.
I am currently pining for the new MacBook Air, ah... the beauty and simplicity of it.
It's so beautiful... ooh, get me - I sound as if I'm describing a lover.
Maybe I should take the MacBook as my new lover than :D.
We can go for walks in the sunset and romantic dinners whilst I check the 13.3-inch widescreen LED display, full-size keyboard and large multi-touch trackpad.
My Lola interrupted my daydreaming... hehe.
Anyway, my mother is currently suffering from the common cold.
Oh dearie me.
I am currently staring at my £5 that my dada gave me wishing it was a tenner.
:D
I am going out tomorrow to god knows where.
And we are staying over... hmmf.

Gotta move,
Chynna xx

China Town =P

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 18:26:57 GMT

CHINA TOWN WAS THE SHIZZ!!
But swear.. [and I don't mean to be rude] Chinese people can push you like no man's business..
RAWRRR!
Some tiny chinese woman nearly bowled me over, brav!
But i didn't get the shoes that I have been pining over =[
Maybe next time, eh?
AH YESSS I PAID OFF MY HOME LOAN ON AC:WW..
oh that totally rawks chickens man, you don't understand =]
I missed the New Year procession, was trés upset about me.
Went with my Lola*, Nanay** and my lil sister =]
We kinda got lost because there was bare diversions.. ahaha.
I thinking of revamping my website.
I mean it is a ... tad bit old, it says I'm 14.
When I most certainly am not... last time I checked.
YEAR OF THE RAT EVERYBODY.
Oh My God.. I just read what it says about the year of teh ox..
"Bright, inspiring and easy going. You make an outstanding parent. You should marry a Snake or Rooster but not a Sheep."
AHAHA.. my dad is definitely NOT that.. well he is a good parent, just not outstanding.
But mine is true, year of teh monkey [1992] WOOTWOOT!!
"Very intelligent and able to influence people. Good politician. Thirsty for knowledge. Talented and inventive, but easily discouraged. Seek a Dragon or Rat - not Tiger."
YupYup. That's so true =P
Ahh,, I gotta go. Dancing on Ice awaits me =P

chynna xx

*Lola - Grandmother
**Nanay - Mother

[t'is filipino :D]

PIE IN YOUR FACE!!

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 15:02:28 GMT

(8)Hey Jamie,
You're a disgrace,
You're gonna end the morning with pie in your face,
You better get ready,
Cuz the points they don't lie,
Here it comes...
The Toonattick PI-E-E-E-E-EE...(8)

hehe.. man I missed Toonattick.
Yee, sad I know. A 15-year-old girl who gets up just to watch cartoons.
But what can you do, eh?
I think I'm addicted to my Nintendo DS... especially AC:WW.
My friends code is: 0258-9504-6652
Name: CHiNA♥
Town: HaloTown

Yaah, so add me if you have AC:WW..
Thinking of watching past episodes of Doctor Who, because David Tennant is a sexy beast and I cannot wait till the next season. Although, I' quite upset that Catherine Tate is going ot be the Doctor's companion. I mean... she's funny, but not remotely funny on Doctor Who. She's just so... loud, and she soo does not suit being the Doctor's ocmpanion. :(
YAY.. Primeval is on today [swear down I'm addicted to television, lol] and Connor and Abby NEED to get together, I mean they ARE going out in real life :D.
CSI NEW YORK IS THE BOOMEST [that's not a word I know, but whatever].. Second Life is going to be featuring in this episode and Mac is like going be an avatar!!
MEHEHEHEHE... should be good..
I should really be doing my ICT homework, but f*ck it. But my teacher smells man, and I'm not even exaggerating. I might just go watch a film instead.
I'm still contemplating :D.

chynna xx

NEWWWWW

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 21:14:18 GMT

YAY... new post, for what seems like a century.
Currently watching N:CIS.. Dinozzo, sexy beats/man/thing :P
Ah, well.. working on my stories.
I swear down, I've been writing for YONKS, but never can finish one of my stories... although I am on ch. 15 of Problems in Paradice aka PiP :D
Quite proud of myself..
so anyway. I saw 157 boy, swear down he appeared out of nowhere!!
He was like gone for bare long.. and then he I saw him like all of last week and he got my bus (363). Moot was taking the piss out of him because he wasn't walking straight.. and I was like shalap, that's mean!!
Ah, he is so adorable.
I watched 10 Things I Hate About You. :D It is such a great movie.
R.I.P Heath Ledger though :( So sad ...
10 things I hate about my ex-boyfriend {this should be good.. I think}:
1. I hate that we don't speak anymore
2. I hate that you don't reply to anything I send/say/write
3. I hate that you're probably wooing some other girl
4. I hate that you have to be so damn fit
5. I hate that my friends think I'm over you
6. I hate that I'm sooo not
7. I hate that we spent so little time together
8. I hate the way I didn't cherish the times we did have together
9. I hate the way I still think we could have something
10. I hate that I f**king love you

Phew... Now that I've got that off my chest, I have to go and watch N:CIS and stare the oh-so-sexy DiNozzo :D
Tres italiano, si?

chynna xx