:) sometime next week I can get me new hair straighteners... so happy.
Anyway, I figured out the whole speaking and listening thing and I'll do it but at like lunch or something, my stupid teacher can't make me do it in front of class. I told him to stop, and I quote, "f*cking patronizing" me. He pisses me off so much, it's sometimes too unbearable. I was supposed to do the oral today with my friend, but conveniently my other friend has 'conjunctivitis'. Right and there is peace in the world.
I am so frustrated right now I am like pulling my hair out. I have a load of coursework to do and shizz. My Romeo and Juliet deadline tomorrow and my RE deadline next wednesday.
I hate school, but I am scared of what it will be like in 6th form. I'm already dreading like... growing up, I can't imagine me getting a job or furthermore, getting married or having children. I guess I'm one of those people who takes one day at a time, sees what comes at them.
However, I have imagined like me falling in love at some point.
My ex-boyfriend is such a scrape... I can't be bothered to explain.
Anyway, coursework it is... si o no?

Chynna xx

I'm rather happy actually... now I have all my homework out of the way, well most of it anyway. Lol.
ICT is still pissing me off like no man's business... but what can you do? But what really gets me is that the teachers think that ICT is the only subject that is important and that the actual important subjects i.e. Maths, English & Science, aren't.
Totally frustrates me.
I'm really nervous about Wednesday because I have a speaking and listening. Je deteste talking in front of a big bunch of people... I can't really explain because I like acting but I guess I act in front of a bunch of strangers but I can't in front of my own class... they make me nervous see. So I've decided I'm not going to do it... he give me an F for all I care, and yet I know it's the cowards way out but last time I done it I actually burst into tears afterwards because I was nervous and my hand was actually shaking and I refused to the next one.
Anyway. I must finished my Spanish homework and then do my hair. It needs to tending to.. lol.

Chynna xx